Be WiTh Me

Being born on April’s Fool day isn’t something very happy for me cos I always find myself being a fool…. Something unpleasant happened and it came as a triple blow. People keep telling me that I have been too nice. When you are bad towards others, people talks behind your back. But when you are nice, people still talks. Find you a pest, took you for granted, get angry at you for your ‘over concern’, only sees the negative part of you regardless of how much effort you had put in to keep the bond …. The next thing you know, everything just goes wrong…. To make things worse for you, your parents kept fighting. You feel hurt outside hoping to find a place to heal yourself at home yet peace chose to give you up. In despair, you still tried very hard again to be nice and talk things out but all you ever get was being reprimanded for being a KPO….. No solutions to everything and your life just get messed up further. It got so bad that you fall into depression, tear yourself to sleep and unwillingly affect your brain function. Does anyone knows what I am going through? Absolutely not. Instead, some makes you feel worse…. I don’t ask much. Yet I ended up losing out….